
I knew I had that appointment I needed to get to.
I knew it was today.
So yes I purposely didn’t tell you. So when you didn’t remember also,I was happy about it!!
It’s just so difficult. It seems that no matter what I’m doing, who I’m with or where I am, I am always dwelling on something else. My mind is always thinking about the future and what else I feel like I should be doing.
I seem to turn my focus on everything but the moment that I am currently in. I’m never satisfied or able to mentally and physically stay and be there in the moment. These moments only come around once! I need to start enjoying it and making the most of each situation and not rushing by wondering what I’m going to do next.