
Dear Mum,
I hope you have a lovely day today!
I can’t put into words how much I appreciate and love you!
You have been there for me through all the awful, painful times but also there for the great ones!
You stick by me no matter what.
I know I can be a pain at times, frustrating and have fights. But within minutes we are talking again and hugging.
I don’t know what I would do without you and I love you so much, and I can’t thank you enough for everything you do for me!!
So mum..
Another year has gone by, alot has happened but I’m glad at the place we are at right now.
There are going to be alot more hard times to come but hopefully more of the smiles!!
Have a great Birthday today.

Birthday dinner!!
Plus an orange that I had after :)

My ‘Birthday Cake’
Was really yummy!!
I just want these feelings to disapear.
Dim down.
Vanish.
Anything, I hate it!
I hate that I freak out when I see my family restricting there food intakes.
But i understand that it’s ok for them to do it because they pig out on the foods I don’t have!
I just want to feel comfort in the fact that I know people like me.
Why do I have to feel as if everyone thinks I’m annoying.
Today was suppose to be a good day
It’s my mummies birthday and I’m here sitting at the kitchen table while there in the lounge room because I dont want to cry or feel as if i dont fit in!
AARRRRRR I HATE THIS